Living the Questions
When I was eight, the first book I read after Charlotte’s Web was Tell Me Why:Answers to Hundreds of Questions Children Ask by Arkady Leokum. Titillating questions like, “Can grasshoppers hear? How much blood is in our body? What is the speed of thought?” fascinated me, more so than did the answers.
Still, I loved knowing the answers. (Understanding things – yes. But also being right!) In fact, having THE answer became a survival mechanism in childhood. And like most survival mechanisms, devolved beyond its usefulness well into my adulthood.
Suffice it to say that I’ve come to realize that the magic IS the question. There is a bit of hope that lives inside a real question. It is said that the most powerful questions are those that can’t be answered. The poet and writer, Rainer Maria Rilke, captures this point well when he writes,
Be patient toward all that is unsolved in your heart and try to love the questions themselves, like locked rooms and like books that are now written in a very foreign tongue. Do not now seek the answers, which cannot be given you because you would not be able to live them. And the point is, to live everything. Live the questions now. Perhaps you will then gradually, without noticing it, live along some distant day into the answer.
These are the most intriquing but also the most challenging types of questions to stay with. One such question that I've had for decades (or rather, it's had me!) is how to be a complete human being? That is, what does it mean to think and act humanely, when it’s easy but also, when it’s most difficult. This question has given me much in terms of insight, patience, and courage, in exchange for resisting the urge to settle on a definite answer. You know the type, the kind you can put in a box with a bow on it. But have you, like me, discovered that some questions are more valuable, unanswered and lived instead?
Mission
My mission is to help others live a life true to themselves so that at the end of their life they have more peace and abundance than regret.
Each of us can achieve more than we believe possible when passion, purpose, perseverance and support are aligned. I'm deeply committed to helping you achieve your goals where and when it matters most, which is often when it seems impossible to do.
Evolving Manifesto
Here's a list of some ideas that I've found helpful in life. They're both constant and ever-changing, like me, like you and like all of us.
- Between impulse and action is a universe
- Action has magic in it
- No act of kindness is too late or too small
- Strive to desire inner silence and stillness more and more
- You can't see your own eyes, nor can anyone else see theirs. We need one another
- Do good without letting others know
- Expect miracles but do the work
- Grow wise but not old
- Surround yourself with people who know secret things
- Listen from your entirety
- Value questions more than answers
- Fight fair whether or not your opponant does and you'll gain something better than winning
- Being inappropriate has its place
- Remove the words "I'm too busy" from your reasoning
- Say what you mean and mean what you say
- Not knowing is harder than it sounds
- Create more than you consume
- Embrace inconvenience, it's much more interesting than convenience
- We each struggle with a wolf and lamb inside, it's how we struggle, that's unique
- Entitlement numbs the soul, gratitude lifts it
- Know when to laugh at yourself and when to take yourself seriously
- Care more about others and less about what others think
- Dance your funky chicken
Credentials
Education:
- M.S. in Dance/Movement Therapy from California State University East Bay
- B.S. in Human Movement Studies from San Francisco State University
- Additional coursework in rational behavior therapy, conflict resolution, psycho-drama for therapists, somatics, Method acting, and 25 years of a range of dance forms (Guinean, Brazilian, Afro-Cuban Folklore and Modern, Middle Eastern, Modern and Ballet)
Career/Professional:
Founded RdF Consulting, providing integrated support for clearing space, achieving goals and improving fluid intelligence
Founded Sell with Soul, a coaching and training consultancy specializing in integrity-based sales practices for sales and non-sales professionals
Senior Sales Account Representative at two technology start-ups, Voxify and Transware
- Made over 30,000 cold calls without becoming a robot
- Generated sales leading to combined total contract values over 20M
- Created sales approach emphasizing core values, personal mission and empathy to more effectively sell complex technology solutions during a fickle market
Coach, Trainer and Program Coordinator at the Daly City Youth Health Center’s Youth Mentor Program
- Coached youth-at-risk on how to work with their adult mentors to support academic and personal goals while developing their leadership and communication skills
- Trained and coached adult mentor volunteers in a record 6-weeks, compared to the average 14-weeks to make up for delays in the hiring process
Coach and Program Coordinator at Learning as Leadership, a leadership development and training firm
- Coached professionals from corporate and non-profit organizations as well as entrepreneurs and community leaders during and after leadership trainings
- Oversaw operational details of leadership training intensives held throughout the year including the supervision and sourcing of vendors and training of volunteers and interns
Owner, Action in Partnership, a sole-proprietorship providing coaching on how to optimize efficiency through organization
- Created customized systems for information management and project planning to upper management and their staff
- Supported executives working from home by co-creating systems to better manage their workflow, followed by one on one coaching to sustain optimum performance throughout the week
Projects and Related Life Experience:
Co-founded Peace Puppets, a grass-roots initiative to distribute hand puppets to children in war-torn regions
- 1000 puppets transported and distributed to children in 3 regions suffering post war trauma
- 100% volunteer driven effort over 2 years starting with nothing more than an idea and despite obstacles related to geo-political tensions
Produced “El Mio Es La Rumba” (For Me It’s Rumba), a dance documentary created in Havana, Cuba
- Conceived and produced a dance documentary style video with minimal resources and no formal training
- Created and collaborated with a team in Cuba and the US to create content for the video despite challenges related to intercontinental communication during the embargo
Creator of large public events to benefit children in the US and abroad
- Conceived, directed and produced a dance concert to bring public awareness to the impact of the AIDS crisis on Ugandan orphans
- Conceived and produced a multi-media performance art show to benefit the San Francisco Chapter of the Special Olympics
Crisis Manager, professional and civilian
- Initiated, recruited and supervised emergency food distribution system to provide meals to hundreds of earthquake victims immediately following San Francisco’s Loma Prieta earthquake
- International flight attendant for TWA (Trans World Airlines) responsible for maintaining calm throughout the cabin during numerous in-flight emergencies